The Dreams That I Dare To Dream

Actually, I have a lot of dreams like anybody else does.
Maybe you will laugh when you read this :p
but that's ok

This is just a list of my dreams and I hope I can reach it soon or later
My dreams list:
1. I want to be a gothic or symphonic metal singer like Tarja Turunen, Anette Olzon, Floor Jansen, or Simone Simons. For me, Gothic is not only a style or a song but it's a soul.

2. When I get married, I want to have twins boys and twins girls. So, there's 7 member in my family (my husband, me, Ella my first daughter, and the twins). I could make a cream soup or mashed potato in huge bowl, lol. Then when we dinner, my husband will pray for food and then I put 3 scoop mashed potato or cream soup for my husband, kids, and me.

3. I want to live with my husband and kids in a farm and have a big land so I could plant out strawberry, orange, apple, cherry, or maybe others fruit plant. So, I could have my own little cafe that serve jam, pie, juice, ice cream, yoghurt, or anything that made from fruit. If I live in a farm, I could have a horse and I can riding horse everyday. It's sounds amazing, right?

4. I want to be a great pianist. I've learned classical piano for about 10 years. I start it when I was 5 but I stop when I pregnant. I stop until now and I don't have any idea where I have to start right now. I feel like it's to late to start again. Everybody said that nothing is too late to learning something but I just don't have a clue.

5. If I live in farm, I want to have a house that made from wood but it has a Gothic style. People usually called it "Carpenter Gothic". My house have a furnace in a living room, so every night my family can sit together in the living room and enjoy the warmth from the furnace and we start to talk and share everything. It has a veranda or a gazebo in the backyard so every afternoon I could make a tea time for my family or just me and my husband and see the kids playing in the yard. Maybe we can have a pair of Great Dane. That would be awesome! There would be a secret room or a secret basement in my house too. There's a big room for my shoes, clothes, and bags.

6. I want to make a factory. But I don't know what factory I really want to make, lol. Maybe a shoes and bag factory, perfume and cosmetic factory, or candy and chocolate factory. I would make a store for the factory in the city. If I make a perfume and cosmetic factory my product would smell like candy, chocolate, and fruity.

7. I wanna help every girl and woman that have a same problem with me.

8. Although I want to have a farm, but I want to live on a beach too. I want to have a white house on the beach, so everyday I could soak my feet in the white wet sands, lol. I will use that house to spend my vacation time with my family. From my bedroom, I can see the sea and hear the wave crashing. I can smell the salty air. Walking on the beach with my bare feet and holding hands with my husband. What a beautiful dream :)

9. I want to go to Europe, lol. Especially to Venice.

10. I really want a left handed guitar. I want to be a left handed woman guitarist. It's so rare because famous left handed guitarist usually a man and I really want to beat them, lol.